Dear CB

Oh baby boy.    I love you.  I never imagined my heart would be so big.  You are such a good boy. You are so calm and flexible. You sleep when you can, you nurse but only from the good boob unless super hungry.  You came into this world with a bang.  We could have lost you or me or both of us. We made it through that we can make it through anything right? 

I love your smiles and coos. I really hope I'm around to watch you grow up.  I can't wait to see how your little personality develops.  Will you be like JB? Will you be more quiet?  I can't wait to find out. 

If our nursing relationship gets cut off early. I am sorry. It's never what I wanted. Our relationship will begin differently but I love you just as much!  In life circumstances are beyond our control.  But know that I love you!  You and your brother are my world!  Never doubt my love!  It's what drives me each day. 

I'm going to enjoy all the snuggles I can take from you while I can!

I love you 

Love ~mama